Twenty years ago, I made a choice to become a long-term substitute teacher at Satellite Academy High School, where my college friend, Sonia Murrow, taught at the time. In making the decision to accept that job, I sent my life on a certain trajectory, moving away from the path of material wealth, and towards a more modest existence.
But I also joined the ranks of the Truly Fulfilled. We walk with a lighter step, and we sleep a more peaceful sleep. You can see it in our faces; when we come home at night, after a difficult day at work, there's a "lightness" about us that comes from knowing we've helped another person, despite the sometimes considerable challenges it may have entailed.
I tried my hand at a potentially more lucrative position, in a different line of work, just about midway through my career. That lasted all of about two weeks, I'd say. I knew almost immediately that selling things to other people was something I wouldn't be very good at, and I couldn't get used to the heaviness I felt at the end of the day -- a weight to which I was unaccustomed.
I'm a buttoned-down administrator now, bald and gray-bearded. "Seasoned" is the euphemism we tend to use in education. I've landed at a school I love, and although the days are sometimes stressful, and people, being people, are imperfect and annoying at times, I've finished my twentieth school year filled with the same sense of purpose, and the same lightness, as ever.
To all those of you who read this with whom I've crossed paths in those twenty years -- as your teacher, co-worker, supervisor, teacher of your kid, or friend -- thank you. Thank you for being a part of my life, and for making these twenty years so special.
Here's to the next twenty!
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